It's not supposed to be this emotional for my "baby girl" to turn four tomorrow...but it is. Why does it feel like I can click my heels together and she is going to be wearing makeup, shopping for bra's (gasp), driving, dating, dances, etc... She's my baby. She is still my 8 lb 11 oz bundle of unconditional love with big black eyes and a sparkle that is contagious. Thankfully, the only thing that has changed is that she is definitely not 8 lbs anymore! It is already hard for me to hold my tall girl now. It melts my heart when she sees the emotion in my eyes and says, "Don't worry Mommy, I'll always be your baby and your best friend." A few nights ago, around 4am, I felt my sweet girl crawl in my bed. She leaned over me, gave me a kiss and said (I'm not exaggerating), "I'll love you forever, I'll like you for always, as long as I'm living, my Mommy you'll be." Thank you Mom for giving me that book years ago so that I can share it with my daughter and in turn, be blessed at 4am. Amazing.
Three years and 364 days ago, my dreams were realized and God blessed us with a ray of sunshine in our lives. Each day is filled with hilarious comments, mispronunciations and the absolute best hugs we could ever ask for.
Here are a few pictures of Ava at her birthday parties over the years.
Thank you God for such an incredible gift and blessing me with the ability & willingness to sacrifice so that I can be with Ava each day. Help them to enjoy each day and to not grow up too fast. Please let my sweet Ava never doubt how much I love her. Amen.

